You're still here for a reason

I want to die, so why hasn't life taken me yet ..

5. Every day I wake up I cry because I'm still a live and I wonder why I god hates me.
4. I'm a new wiccan. I cast spells to protect the ones I love but what I really want to do is kill the ones that hurt them the most.
3. I love to have anal sex and love to get my puss eaten out, so much so I want a female to do it
2. I want to be loved...
1. I need help