All the way seems easier, doesn't it?

I'd like to know how to die faster, its not suicide. I just want the process to not be so long. Shit i hope afterlife really is a lie. I just wanna rot and forget everything.

Pretty much anything i say on here is a secret, i've never told people anything about me anyway.

I finally made something of my life. Now i'm wasting it away.

I push away the only people i'm close to in life because. I don't know why.

I got that in-between crazy. Not completely crazy and not completly normal. It's the worst. I'd rather be all the way crazy.