Down and out

1. I'm a 38 year old man and my cousin (male) molested me when I was 7yrs old. I wish I could confront him about it but he passed away a few years ago.

2. I have been on my own since I was 14. I finished High School and have gone back to college to finish my degree, but I fight the feeling of worthlessness every day and I feel like such a failure in my life.

3. I have an amazing wife but she cheated on me very early in our relationship and every day I fight myself inside because I feel crushed and don't know if I truly can believe her that she won't ever do it again.

4. I use comedy and laughter to hide my depression...people don't know how truly depressed I am..I also have an eating disorder and I'm a stress eater..

5. I love sex but never have it because my wife cheated and it has fucked with my mind so much that when we do have sex I wonder if she is thinking of him while being with me. I won't cheat so I masterbate a lot...