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Saturday, July 24, 2010

Expecting others to change for you = mistake

1. I'm about to move in with my boyfriend of almost a year but have doubts. He likes to smoke weed multiple times a week,but I cannot stand that type of lifestyle. We never fight and I'm so afraid it'll ruin a beautiful thing. I'm tired of men putting drugs or alcohol ahead of me, or making me happy. All I want it someone to want me to be happy, even if it means giving up partying or smoking all the time.

2. I don't trust anyone fully except for my family, even the people who I claim are my closest, best friends.

3. I cheated in my last relationship with more than one person, and sometimes I think of how easy it would to do it again, even though my boyfriend has done nothing to make me even think of doing that to him. I know I wouldnt do it again but at the same time I dont know why I even think of how I could get away with it if I wanted.

4. I get so lonely and depressed but dont tell anyone at all about it.. I just put on a smile and act like everything is perfect.

5. At 21 years old, I have no dreams other than to find real love and raise a family. I have absolutely no idea of a career or direction to pursue an education in. I feel hopeless when others ask about it, so I make something up.

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