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Thursday, July 29, 2010

If he's still around, you're good enough


1. I have an amazing boyfriend of over a year. I am in constant fear that I am and never will be good enough, it hurts thinking that.
2. I hate the medication I'm taking. I'm glad it has improved parts of my life but I feel it's taken parts of me away.
3. I'm a guy, and have had sexual relations with 9 guys ranging from 18 to 43. The older guy's I've done stuff with is something I am not proud of, and I feel it's something I need to get off my chest but I don't feel like there is anyone I can talk to about it.
4. I dispise my father. He has never been there for me emotionally and he is the most unreliable person I know. I want to have a relationship with him, but I don't think I will ever let that happen.
5. I think I'm going to stop taking my medication and not tell anyone about it. 

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1 comment:

  1. I hope you never stopped your meds- I'm in the same boat, and we all needa lil encouragement now and again...

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