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Friday, July 9, 2010

Teasing for a reason?

When I was five my 14 year old cousin made me jack him off. A few months of that, then he had me give him head. I knew it was wrong but was too scared to say anything... now that I'm 19 I am gay but I am happy with my self...

Sometimes I wonder if he remembers all that cuz when we see each other at family events he doesn't act strange around me... he is married now so I wonder if he did it for his own selfish needs or if he was secretly gay? I'll never know...

I got drunk once at my friends house and woke up at who knows who's house in the other side of town... I saw some used condoms so I knew I was safe... but I still took a test and yeah I'm disease free... yay! I stopped drinking...

I have a crush on one of my coworkers... he is straight but he is such a tease... I think he knows I like him cuz every time he goes to talk to me, he lifts up his shirt to "wipe" his face... but after  he wipes his face, he keeps it up and smiles...

This one is more advice than a secret... to the person that posted the secrets titled "can't say no" you really need to step up for yourself... I was the same way up until a year ago... on the third of July I got in a car with a close friend cuz she asked me to. She was up to no good and now I have a felony under my name:( I could have said no but was afraid she would get mad at me so I went with her. I realize now that it is ok to say no when you don't want to do something. If ppl get mad at you then they aren't really good friends... think about it, how many favors have they done for you? Compare that to the number of favors you have done for them... they probably don't come close do they? Don let ppl take advantage of you... sometimes they can ruin your life, just like mine...



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