- I really want to just put off all my responsibilities on someone else some days and not think about anything. Life gets so hard sometimes. I want one day to just relax.
- My child is a good child. Sometimes he can be a pain but for the most part he is very sweet and well mannered. However it seems that when I get stressed out is when he wants to turn into something else. I realize that kids feed off parents and he does this bad. I just get so frustrated from time to time cause it feels I have no one to help me.
- When I say I don't have help I don't mean that all the time. I have plenty of help keeping my child while I work. I sometimes travel and my parents are really good about helping overnight sometimes. I do wonder what it would be like to have a babysitter when I am not working. I would not really know what to do with the time.
- I have never thought of killing myself at all. I love who I am but sometimes I have wondered what it would be like to disappear sometimes. I get to the point of screaming occassionally and it doesn't help. It's just a bunch of noise. AND no one even hears me so what's the point?
- I love my child with all my heart but I hate his father with a passion. I really wish he were dead. I hate to say that but really. He causes me so much heartache and I am too soft hearted and kind to stand up to him. He wants to fight with me all the time. I am tired of fighting. I just want to show my child that even though we can't live together as a family, mommy and daddy can still get along. I just want to sit down and talk to my child's father but he won't let me say two words. I wish he would either come around or go away. Be an active part or no part at all. I hate a daddy that only is a daddy when its convient for them.
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