You always hurt the one you love

* I have so much to be thankful for yet I am still extremely depressed.
* I hide so much from the people that are closest to me.  I wish I could tell someone everything that I do yet I don't want anyone to think bad of me.
* I get tired of pretending like everything is perfect in my life when in all actuality I am living a double life.  I am a wonderful mother on one hand and the other I am the worlds biggest slut.
* I really feel like eventually I may end up in a nut house.  Not sure why but things are really starting to drive me crazy in my life.  I know what I want and I know what I need to do yet I dont know where to start.
* I am really mean to all the wrong people.  I should be mean to the people that use and abuse me yet I am mean to the ones that I love the most.  I hate that I hide so much and then take that out on the ones who really mean the most to me.


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