Shemale envy

1.I am always thinking about freaky sex, most people see me as a good mother and a had worker, so of I stay in bed all day on saturday and read or go on the net no one says anything or suspects I am masturbating all day and reading or watching porn.
2. I Like shemale porn or lesbian and gay porn.but Mainly shemale.
3. I Wish I was a shemale or had a penis but still be a women. When I'm getting oral I pretend he is sucking my penis but he doesn't know about it. I Wasn't to penetrate him too.
4. I Like girls too
5. I Like to do anal and  I like sucking and licking them. I don't know what that makes me other then a freak. I Thought off paying women and men for what I want because I am afraid to tell anyone I'm with how strange my desires are
I Don't know what my sexual orientation is


Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: other



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