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Sunday, January 23, 2011

Hide the pamphlets!

1- my best friend posts on here and reads  there each day, and I'm scared that one day he will read mine and know it's me and think differently of me. Even though he already knows everything
2- i have herpes. My ex (8 months) gave them to me though oral, my o o keeps bringing me home stuff about herpes and i already know everything about it. I'm sacred that one of my friends will see one of the pamphlets and figure it out.
3- i cheated on on ex 4 times. All sexual things. And i feel we used to do it too much, so i don't know if I'll want to again with anyone.
4- I've been recently flirting, texting and sending pictures with a 14 year old i know. I feel wrong about it though because I'm nearly 16.  Truth is i can't get him off my mind now :/
5- my father sexually abused my sister when she was 12, she's 27 now and used x be on all kinds of drugs. I feel that he abused me too. BUt s can't remember if it ever happened :/

Bonus- I've always wanted to hook up with a girl and pleasure her in all ways i can. But i don't have the courage to talk to many girls, and the only bi's and lesbians i know aren't very attractive and don't know me that well.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: bisexual




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1 comment:

  1. I know I'm beautiful! But don't hate me because this since I have herpes!!! Also I am an engineer who works for the largest herpes dating and support site PositiveFish. com. I have to tell you a secret, you can choose not to believe me. But the truth is that this site has more than 1,880,000 members and about 80% members are good looking in my estimation.

    Unfortunately, STD rates soar worldwide and most people with STDs don't even know that they have them. The government should grant more money for STD education to lower the rates of STD transmission.

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