It's better at grandma's

my mother has custody of my son I say I miss his him and want him back but Im so scared of being a bad mother or losing myself Im glad she has him.

I love my bf but I know he cheats on me all the time.

I have never cheated on my bf I have lied about how many people I have slept w while broken up. I told him one its more like 7 or 8.

I get wasted and do theses things I have no memory of but I love to be wasted I hate living in general but most people think im so happy go lucky.

I say Im here for people but Im really not all i think of is myself and how I could one up any story they have.

Bonus-  I love my bf but when he hurts I want to hurt him,  i never have but i feel like I am getting close to my breaking point.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: bisexual


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