My mother the sociopath

1. I am schizophrenic but am really afraid that I'm also a sociopath. When I tell people that I care about something, it's really just a lie to get some kind of reaction out of them, be it good or bad. The only time I feel bad is when I can't feel bad at all.

2. I ruined the best 'friendship' I've ever had because I was jealous of his progress and achievements and talked badly about him behind his back. When he found out and retaliated I pretended to not know what he was talking about, but he was done giving me second chances. I don't blame him.

3. I go to Alcoholics Anonymous but mostly I go instead of Narcotics Anonymous. I don't think I'm an alcoholic and I really want to drink. I think about it a lot.

4. My ex-boyfriend was really horny one night and I just wasn't feeling it but he kept pursuing me so I just had sex with him. I told people he assaulted me so I could break up with him. I still don't know if I really think that what he did was assault or not.

5. I am starting a great business with my best friend, but he wants to be with me. I'm confused about whether or not to stay and have a successful career if it means he thinks I like him, too. He wants me to be a 'mother figure' to his kids. I want to run away.

Gender: female
Sexual Orientation: bisexual


Discuss this post.